Weak..

heh..just self-reflecting into my inner self after a few days of errors..I know I'm not suppose to do it..I don't even like/want to do so..yet I did anyway..for what end? no self-satisfaction..no pleasure..not even comfort nor joy or such..heh..so why? no definite answer I guess..only lingering thoughts and feelings that are not too hard to fathom hitherto unclear..personally I despise conflicts and other forms of negativity so this annoys me..a lot..further more they are all from my own course of actions..which made the above arguments..haih..I'm a total mystery to myself at a times..or maybe I'm simply turning away from the fact =P
for what it's worth, it's still lacking..it's me..ciao..

C&P IX

Q&A..

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
hurm..plenty..

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
 not when I'm at the back..

Name one thing you worry about running out of.
soul..

What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble?
my father/mother..I also had ppl saying that I'm like tom cruise, usui n plenty others..

What is your favorite pizza topping?
Pepperoni and cheese..lot of em..

What are your super powers?
I'm a narcissist..

What's your most annoying habit?
procrastinating..

What is your best physical feature?
me..

What CD is closest to you right now?
Tom & Jerry..my teaching aids XD

What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?
Cold water, sausages and chocolates..

Would you rather be a fish or a bird?
Neither..

What are your favorite sayings?
it's good to be bad..

If you could go back or forward in time,where would you go?
I wonder..

What do you do when no one is watching?
it's a secret >:D

If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would be you?
myself..

Coffee or Tea.
tea please..

Do you talk to yourself?
I am now..

Dream Life..

so lot of people send me spams and such..most of them sounds a bit like this "have a chance to live your dream life" or "increase your income like you always dreamed of" stuffs like that..not that I give a damn about any of that but the word "life" itself pique my thinking box..I'm living a life right now..the question is how satisfied I am with the current lifestyle I have..what kind of life do I want for mine..am I having the good life..what more do I need in life..these kind of questions came pondering into my head just then..pretty interesting thoughts indeed..as I began to submerge myself in deep thoughts, I realized a couple of things which usually slipped my mind every now and then..things such as goals, interests and dreams..talking about dreams, I daydreams quite a lot myself XD well sometimes it's just me visualizing my next course of actions and most of the times just fantasies :P that's one thing that never change I guess..anyway, back to the main topic, my life for now..I must say I'm pleased with my current lifestyle..stable, relaxed and really enjoyable  XD do I need more? yeah I guess..desire is a greedy thing >:) but I have no interest in breaking the pleasant pace I have till now..so will the "dream life" come to me then? that's just for time to tell..as far as I'm concerned, whatever will be will be =P

New Addiction =P

back into online gaming XD here's my new favorite now..

http://www.joymax.com/dmo/

New Year, New Adventure, New View =P

I'm back in my workplace, Nabawan Town..it's just a small town really..anyway so far nothing much have changed here..the new school buildings are still far from done XD my house is as messy as ever :P I still haven't change the cover seat of my bike XD so what new u ask? a new year that's for sure :P also got a new Teacher Record Book earlier XD new furniture for the preschool classroom ^^ and so much more..one thing for certain I'm still the same old me >:)

Malacca..Again..

last Saturday, I went back to Malacca after about 2 years since my last visit there..the reason? weeding ceremony..nah not mine but a friend of mine..well actually both of them spouses XD their wedding was held at PD but I had been staying at Malacca as it was agreed as a gathering point for me and some of my other ex-classmates..heh..the wedding was on Sunday though..here's some sneak shots of the ceremony..

holidays XD

yeah..it's that time of the year again..come to think of it, it's been 2 years now that I've been working..heh..time sure flies..I barely feel any differences XD whether inside me or in my surrounding..but when I stop and think about it, there's a huge difference between now and last time..I've gained and so I have also lost..never had I thought that it would came so soon..still life never stops and by driven through works and stuffs yet another year had almost come to an end..and as I lay here and think a bit for myself, I realized..I'm me and that shall never change..so, dad..u just have to relax wherever you are now..I am still myself so that's okay..I'm doing fine even without you beside me..heh..as long as I have me, I'm good to go ^^