The Legend Continues..

Ragnarok Online II - Legend of The Second..with a new year comes a new addiction I guess XD so far this mmorpg is still in open beta test meaning there's a lot of bugs and glitches that needs to be fixed..but I can still enjoy myself quite well in this game..this game emphasizes heavily on quests rather than grinding for quick level up..of course you are free to go down with hard core grinds if you are up for it..there's also instances dungeons for hunting those new equips rather than buying them all from shops and vendors..plenty of boss to challenge ranging from weak newbie bosses to high end final bosses for those with skills to back up their guts and challenge..I must also mention the dual life system make this a new experience for some since if your tired from all those fighting and hunting, you can also go gather materials to craft more advanced equips and battle supplies..the in game cinematic are also quite nicely done by the team of developers..though I must admit hearing npcs speak Korean(I think) is a bit of kill joy..I don't understand one bit of course XD one of my friend comment that the voices of those kafra girls is rather alluring..so watch out for it guys..for those looking for something new to do later, wait for the official release coming in a few months I hope..
here's the site:
http://ro2.playpark.net/home.html

Dream Life..

so lot of people send me spams and such..most of them sounds a bit like this "have a chance to live your dream life" or "increase your income like you always dreamed of" stuffs like that..not that I give a damn about any of that but the word "life" itself pique my thinking box..I'm living a life right now..the question is how satisfied I am with the current lifestyle I have..what kind of life do I want for mine..am I having the good life..what more do I need in life..these kind of questions came pondering into my head just then..pretty interesting thoughts indeed..as I began to submerge myself in deep thoughts, I realized a couple of things which usually slipped my mind every now and then..things such as goals, interests and dreams..talking about dreams, I daydreams quite a lot myself XD well sometimes it's just me visualizing my next course of actions and most of the times just fantasies :P that's one thing that never change I guess..anyway, back to the main topic, my life for now..I must say I'm pleased with my current lifestyle..stable, relaxed and really enjoyable  XD do I need more? yeah I guess..desire is a greedy thing >:) but I have no interest in breaking the pleasant pace I have till now..so will the "dream life" come to me then? that's just for time to tell..as far as I'm concerned, whatever will be will be =P

New Addiction =P

back into online gaming XD here's my new favorite now..

http://www.joymax.com/dmo/

my wallpaper art..

no I didn't draw any of these myself..they are courtesy of my online girlfriend(she's a girl and a friend so yeah XD)..she's the one who drew them or got it from a commission..looking at em reminds me of the time I use to draw myself..it's been so long since I had hold a mechanical pencil to draw like these..heh..well I was never a good drawer so I guess it's better I didn't go to far into it then..but there are times I felt the urge to pick up a pen or pencil and just draw again..mostly in a meeting without anything interest going on in the net XD

anyway I sort of compile all 3 of em together and make this one my notebook's wallpaper..pretty neat huh..heh..

From Where to Where? part 1

this is something I quoted from a magazine named "Solusi" the 20th issue..the name are taken from the word solution which seems to bring with it a lot of meaning..In chemistry, a solution is a homogeneous mixture where one substance is dissolved in another..In mathematics, a solution can specifically mean the result of equation solving..and in business, a solution is a product, service, or combination of both which is said to solve a business or consumer's problem..the magazine itself may have gotten the name from the many problems which are discussed and solved inside..anyway..here's what caught my interest in the mag then..I've translated it from the original language which is Malaysian Language..

From Where Going to Where?

Parents can ask these following question to their children..Teachers can also asks their students to write down their answers on papers..But the most important thing is we ask this to ourselves..These are the question:

1) Where are you now ?

2) What are you up to ?

3) Where are you headed after this ?

I will give u guys some times to ponder yourselves for now..I'll continue this in my next post =P

Behind Brown Eyes..

This song..I heard it once, or maybe twice during secondary school..but the melody and lyric were implanted into me even till now..there isn't any connection between the wordings and myself nevertheless, I found it very attached to my memory..I'll let you guys explore it yourselves here..

"Behind Blue Eyes" -Limp Bizkit

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

[Chorus:]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

[Chorus]

Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

[Chorus]

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.

I don't know how you felt but I'll tell what I feel from listening to this particular song..Strength, wisdom and will-power.. while everyone around you is probably the enemy, critics, back stabers or even someone who's invisible, detestable and etc, there is still a story behind each and every one of them..people may not seem like what we thought they might be..driven into a corner and then taking a path which changed them forever..but deep inside, he's still the same..if you could spare some time and listen, you'll see what's behind those blue eyes or green or brown or any colour at all..what say you??

Attention-Seeking Personality Disorders..

I was out surfing the net as usual..with nothing much to do I'm getting near the limit of my boredom tolerances..still I keep on surfing with out any specific goals in mind..then a thought pop out into my mind..and when I became aware of that what that thought could have meant, I started to Google up information regarding this topic I'm typing..I seek to better understand myself, so I can stay in control most of the time..yet, there is always seems to be some part of me that I didn't familiar with or even realize it's there..most people doesn't even know themselves as much as they think they do..enough then..

Attention-seeking personality disorder is most common among woman..but that doesn't mean that a guy couldn't be suffering from the same disorder..after all, human being is a social creatures which need to attain approval and self-gratification through the mean of interaction..the feedback they got will then ascertain whether they felt validated or not..a person with matured emotional intelligence will have no need to go all out for this since they'll find it in everyday life cycle..but, when the person emotion is not yet matured sent loose into the outside world, he/she will felt insecure, have low self-esteem and almost no visible self-confidence at all..these people will then be tempted to conspirate(just like the sound of this) a situation where they can gain the attention and gratification which they need the most..according to an online reference  "insecure and emotionally immature people often exhibit bullying behaviours, especially manipulation and deception"..there are also several channels or methods used practically by almost everyone to seek attention according to http://www.bullyonline.org/workbully/attent.htm ..these methods includes the perpetrator playing a roles in which described below :

• The sufferer: this might include feigning or exaggerating illness, playing on an injury, or perhaps causing or inviting injury, in extreme cases going as far as losing a limb. Severe cases may meet the diagnostic criteria for Munchausen Syndrome (also know as Factitious Disorder). The illness or injury becomes a vehicle for gaining sympathy and thus attention. The attention-seeker excels in manipulating people through their emotions, especially that of guilt. It's very difficult not to feel sorry for someone who relates a plausible tale of suffering in a sob story or "poor me" drama.

• The saviour: in attention-seeking personality disorders like Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy (MSBP, also known as Factitious Disorder By Proxy) the person, usually female, creates opportunities to be centre of attention by intentionally causing harm to others and then being their saviour, by saving their life, and by being such a caring, compassionate person. Few people realise the injury was deliberate. The MSBP mother or nurse may kill several babies before suspicions are aroused. When not in saviour mode, the saviour may be resentful, perhaps even contemptuous, of the person or persons she is saving.
  

• The rescuer: particularly common in family situations, she's the one who will dash in and "rescue" people whenever the moment is opportune - to herself, that is. She then gains gratification from basking in the glory of her humanitarian actions. She will prey on any person suffering misfortune, infirmity, illness, injury, or anyone who has a vulnerability. The act of rescue and thus the opportunities for gaining attention can be enhanced if others are excluded from the act of rescue; this helps create a dependency relationship between the rescuer and rescued which can be exploited for further acts of rescue (and attention) later. When not in rescue mode, the rescuer may be resentful, perhaps even contemptuous, of the person she is rescuing.
  

• The organiser: she may present herself as the one in charge, the one organising everything, the one who is reliable and dependable, the one people can always turn to. However, the objective is not to help people (this is only a means to an end) but to always be the centre of attention.
  

• The manipulator: she may exploit family relationships, manipulating others with guilt and distorting perceptions; although she may not harm people physically, she causes everyone to suffer emotional injury. Vulnerable family members are favourite targets. A common attention-seeking ploy is to claim she is being persecuted, victimised, excluded, isolated or ignored by another family member or group, perhaps insisting she is the target of a campaign of exclusion or harassment.
  

• The mind-poisoner: adept at poisoning peoples' minds by manipulating their perceptions of others, especially against the current target.
  

• The drama queen: every incident or opportunity, no matter how insignificant, is exploited, exaggerated and if necessary distorted to become an event of dramatic proportions. Everything is elevated to crisis proportions. Histrionics may be present where the person feels she is not the centre of attention but should be. Inappropriate flirtatious behaviour may also be present.
  

• The busy bee: this individual is the busiest person in the world if her constant retelling of her life is to be believed. Everyday events which are regarded as normal by normal people take on epic proportions as everyone is invited to simultaneously admire and commiserate with this oh-so-busy person who never has a moment to herself, never has time to sit down, etc. She's never too busy, though, to tell you how busy she is.
  

• The feigner: when called to account and outwitted, the person instinctively uses the denial - counterattack - feigning victimhood strategy to manipulate everyone present, especially bystanders and those in authority. The most effective method of feigning victimhood is to burst into tears, for most people's instinct is to feel sorry for them, to put their arm round them or offer them a tissue. There's little more plausible than real tears, although as actresses know, it's possible to turn these on at will. Feigners are adept at using crocodile tears. From years of practice, attention-seekers often give an Oscar-winning performance in this respect. Feigning victimhood is a favourite tactic of bullies and harassers to evade accountability and sanction. When accused of bullying and harassment, the person immediately turns on the water works and claims they are the one being bullied or harassed - even though there's been no prior mention of being bullied or harassed. It's the fact that this claim appears only after and in response to having been called to account that is revealing. Mature adults do not burst into tears when held accountable for their actions.
  

• The false confessor: this person confesses to crimes they haven't committed in order to gain attention from the police and the media. In some cases people have confessed to being serial killers, even though they cannot provide any substantive evidence of their crimes. Often they will confess to crimes which have just been reported in the media. Some individuals are know to the police as serial confessors. The false confessor is different from a person who make a false confession and admits to a crime of which they are accused because of emotional pressure and inappropriate interrogation tactics.
  

• The abused: a person claims they are the victim of abuse, sexual abuse, rape etc as a way of gaining attention for themselves. Crimes like abuse and rape are difficult to prove at the best of times and their incidence is so common that it is easy to make a plausible claim as a way of gaining attention.
  

• The online victim: this person uses Internet chat rooms and forums to allege that they've been the victim of rape, violence, harassment, abuse etc. The alleged crime is never reported to the authorities, for obvious reasons. The facelessness and anonymity of the Internet suits this type of attention seeker.
  

• The victim: she may intentionally create acts of harassment against herself, eg send herself hate mail or damage her own possessions in an attempt to incriminate a fellow employee, a family member, neighbour, etc. Scheming, cunning, devious, deceptive and manipulative, she will identify her "harasser" and produce circumstantial evidence in support of her claim. She will revel in the attention she gains and use her glib charm to plausibly dismiss any suggestion that she herself may be responsible. However, a background check may reveal that this is not the first time she has had this happen to her.
  

Yeah..I was surprised when I learned there was this much things going on without I even knowing more than half of them..so, you may never know that you might actually suffering from this kind of personality disorder..take a good look within yourself..get a mirror or even better a close friend to ascertain for you..hahaha..what about me??I'm in a whole different degree..ever heard of narcissist??it's not in the family of narcotic..Narcissist are sufferers from  Narcissistic Personality Disorder..characterised by a pervasive pattern of grandiosity and self-importance, need for admiration, and lack of empathy, people with narcissistic personality disorder overestimate their abilities and inflate their accomplishments, often appearing boastful and pretentious, whilst correspondingly underestimating and devaluing the achievements and accomplishments of others..sounds familiar??heh..since we are here already, I'll tell you a bit about this awesome personality I happen to have..according to the DSM-IV Diagnostic Criteria for Narcissistic Personality Disorder are a pervasive pattern of grandiosity, need for admiration, lack of empathy, as indicated by at least five of:

1. a grandiose sense of self-importance
2. is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love
3. believes that he or she is "special" and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions)
4. requires excessive admiration
5. has a sense of entitlement, ie unreasonable expectations of especially favourable treatment or automatic compliance with his or her expectations
6. is interpersonally exploitative, ie takes advantage of others to achieve his or her own ends
7. lacks empathy and is unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others
8. is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him or her
9. shows arrogant, haughty behaviours or attitudes

charming aren't they..I have 1,2 and 9 with a couple more which didn't stand out much..fortunately I don't have the need of envying, admiration or even entitlement..so maybe I'm not so much of a narcissist but something even more..then again, saying that itself is narcissistical(actually not a word)..I left you guys to ponder on your own then..good luck finding the real you..hehe ^^

New Addiction ^^

for those who knew me well enough, they'll  know that I'm an addict..not drug addicted..I'm a game addict..let just say I love to play games..I played a whole range types of games..shooting, strategy, rpg, sims, fighting..and my most favourtite genre would be fantasy-rpg..almost every game I love involved with this theme..they fit my imagination thirst like a well made stew..ahh..so statisfying..hehe..a couple of years back, I got involved with mmorpg..for those who are not familiar with that term, feel free to look it up in wikipedia or something..back to my story, it was love at first sight the moment I found out about the beta testing for Ragnarok Online 7 years ago..man, I was stuck to it like a bee to honey..just couldn't get enough of it..I can say honestly my reason to suck up my matriculation exam was being ADDICTED to RO back then..those sweet memories..and I was still playing it until last year..tried every job classes that game have to offered and when I reached the pinnacle of my passion, I started to hunt for a new thing to indulge to..and this year..I found a new thing to be addicted to..that is DRAGONICA woo-hoo..so, I want to spread this new found enjoyment to all my colleague and friend..just like another friend of mine hook me up to this..haha..this game is easy to play, have cute graphic, many gamers from our country is into it including me, the emotion system is hilarious, have a relationship system(if u find this interesting), a convenient buddy list, and so much more..so if u decide to find something to help take your stress away, I prescript this as a healthy substitute from drugs..here's the homepage in case anyone is interested..

http://dragonica.iahgames.com/site/default.aspx

and here are some eye candies from the game..

if you are in..feel free to pm me..if I'm around at that time, I'll be sure to meet up with you..see you guys ^^

Poetic..

looking back at those poems, I found some of them which were made by me a long, long time ago..back then I was still in my early teenage age and like to venture into a new field..since learning literature were implemented during that time, I read a lot of poems and even represented my school in a poem competition..that was ancient history though..reading through those poems which I made myself really bring up some nostalgic memories..I was reminded about how small I was back then while trying to fill in a large gap left by my predecessor..at times I even felt helpless and those poems were mostly written as a way for me to express all those thoughts and worries..geez, even I have a cute side like that before..hahaha..anyway, writing helps me to relax and calmed my troubled soul..I don't mean to brag but my essay writing are quite good at that time but what I lack is the creativity of a poet when writing..so all those poems are very straight-forward and kind of embarrassing really..heh..I'll put 1 here for all to read..

Sometimes I’m cool,

Mostly I’m cold..

 

Sometimes I’m so full,

Mostly I’m just a fool..

 

Sometimes I act don’t care,

Mostly I can’t help but to scare..

 

Sometimes I become unapproachable,

Mostly I was still amenable..

 

Sometimes I’ll hurt,

Mostly I’m then one who’s hurt..

 

Sometimes I do foolish things,

Mostly I like to show everything..

 

Sometimes I can be cocky,

Mostly I tried to be flashy..

 

Sometimes I present sarcasm,

Mostly I feel veneration..

 

Sometimes I reveal the light,

Mostly I conceal the dark..

 

Sometimes I showed it outside,

Mostly I keep it all inside..

as u guys can see, some of the words may sounded bombastic but it's all thanks to my meddling with a thesaurus back then..getting synonyms was not much of a trouble for me..I just need to think of the words which can covey what I meant and then search for other unique word which convey the same meaning..I am creative in a way I guess..hehehe..well, the ME right now are not interested with these kind of things anymore..although I'm definitely confident with my ability to compose lyrics and words but I rather not use that as one of my shining talents..it's such a hassle really..

Ragnarok Onlining again ^^

it's been a long since I last become involved in online gaming activities..sure was nostalgic thinking back to those days back then..nice, pleasant memories..haih..sure is nice to be younger..well, I'm not too old myself anyway..for those who doesn't have any idea whatsoever about what I'm saying here..go see for yourself then..the world where I indulged..hehe ^^

Battlefield..when the guns crossed the roses +_+

Don't mind the tittle..I'm just feeling a bit light headed right now..so I had to let some steam out of my foggy brain..haih..that's better..if you are still wondering what the tittle had to do with this thing I'm trying to write now, I remind you not to mind it..it's just there for the show..now, here is what really happen today..I went P.A.I.N.T.B.A.L.L.I.N.G..hehehe ^^

"waiting for the briefing"

that was the first time ever I played this extreme game..I only saw it on the web or the TV before this and been wanting to join it for so long..but never had the chance..and finally, today came..hurray for me =)..the game I played was exhilarating, suspense, thrilling and also can bring some pain once in a while..I myself sustained three minor injuries to my fingers and a small bruise on my left arm..all my the other parts remain safe and intact..those injuries came from taking shot upon the unprotected areas..ouchie..but hey..no pain no gain they always say..for those who can afford to leave a mark on their fragile body, then I advise you not to join this game..or if you are rich enough, get a full plate armor..other than that, GAME ON!!!

"trying to strike a pose here"

a very toughtful story ^^

This story had been with me for such a long time..I often read it and then imagined how it will happen in real life..those vivid images ussualy felt very warm and touching..and so, here it is..the story which I didn't know its title..

John Blanchard stood up from the bench straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose.
His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes pencilled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind.
In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II.
During the next year and one month the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was budding. Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn't matter what she looked like. 
When the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7:00 PM at the Grand Central Station in New York. "You'll recognise me," she wrote, "by the red rose I'll be wearing on my lapel." So at 7:00 he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he'd never seen.
I'll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened: A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her pale green suit she was like springtime come alive. I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing a rose. As I moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips. "Going my way, sailor?" she murmured. Almost uncontrollably, I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Hollis Maynell.
She was standing almost directly behind the girl. A woman well past 40, she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat. She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes. 
The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away. I felt as though I was split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep was my longing for the woman whose spirit had truly companioned me and upheld my own. And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was to identify me to her.
This would not be love, but it would be something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever be grateful. I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the woman, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment. "I'm Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?" The woman's face broadened into a tolerant smile. "I don't know what this is about, son," she answered, "but the young lady in the green suit who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!"
It's not difficult to understand and admire Miss Maynell's wisdom. The true nature of a heart is seen in its response to the unattractive. "Tell me whom you love," Houssaye wrote, "And I will tell you who you are."

so..what do you think..pretty nice isn't..hahaha ^^

Girls & Apples..both I'll bite..

I'm not stupid enough as to pick up stenching, rooten apple..they are filled with germs which can be harmful..yet, I'm lazy enough not to climb up the apple trees to find the best apple there is on that tree..so I guess I'll lie down and wait, for an apple, ripe and ready to eat to fall off from its place right into my hands..cause I know, this is the one for me..

The Law of Ueki

Just thinking about sharing something..suddenly I had the urge to do something for my blog here..haih..so here it is..this story revolved around Kousuke Ueki, a student of the Hinokuni Junior High School..He is actually picked by a God Candidate, Koba-sen(a heavenly being disguising as a teacher of the school), to participate in a competition where people battle out to become God and only the strongest will prevail..All of this god candidate will then bestow upon these chosen children 1 unique power for them to use in this battle..Embodied with the ability to turn garbage into trees, Kousuke will be joining in the battle against other junior high school students in this selection..Helping him with his fight is Ai Mori, the girl up there, self-proclaimed manager of Kousuke Ueki. Later he will be accompanied by a few more people but I'll let you see it for yourself then, in his fight to protect the world from the dark scheme of evil.. this anime has a total episodes of 51..The genres are adventure, comedy, drama, shounen, supernatural..you can download it for free at this site http://www.animeupload.com/free-downloads/474.html

the ost are also kinda nice..you be the judge..

the opening:

the ending:

change for the better..I hope..

Yesterday, I spent half of my allowance registering to a fitness centre for a specific course..I think this is the first time ever I'd taken a drastic step in my whole life(since it's about money, you know)..with a lot of things going on right now, I can say that was not a very appropriate decision to have been made but nevertheless it was a decision I had to make..since there had been a goal I couldn't achieve for the past few years now I'm resorting to this one final bet..I don't know how I'll fare in the future but I'll make sure to find some ways to manage myself for at least until this August..I must admit it was like I had made a blunder but I wouldn't say I was wrong to make it..more importantly, I need to face what will be coming ahead of me in this near future..haih +_=

Sport's Festival is Back..

earlier this morning..I went to a meeting of my sport house..I was a bit late because of some work and the meeting were already underway when I arrived..most of the faces I saw in there were still the familiar faces which I had seen last year during the sport festival..f.y.i, I didn't attend the meeting last year because....I totally forgoten about it I think..hahaha..anyway, due to my active participant this year, I was majorly voted as the representative of my batch members..it isn't so bad compared to my friend who had to be the head of his house..such a hassle really..well, luckily the sport's day is about 2 months away from now..so I don't think much will have to be done about it for now..
actually, I manage to win a gold medal and 1 bronze medal last year..to bad I couldn't participate in my 3rd event because of last minute injuries..but for this year, I think maybe I'm gonna go all out right from the start..or maybe.....I'll just slack off until the actual day and win at least one medal as a keepsake..hahaha =P

Two Eclipses..

just about a month ago we had solar eclipse..now it's lunar eclipse turn to darken our night..man, what a time we are living in..is it the sign of appocalypse getting closer..or is it just pure coincidence they relayed in such short time..what ever the truth maybe, I think it is a sign..an omen that our time on this beloved earth of ours is nearing its end..sooner or later, all the things in the earth and the sky shall be....gone..I wonder if I'll see it with my own eyes or not..I wonder..

Nearly forgotten..

like I said earlier..I nearly forgotten about an important event that will occur today..guess what..the solar eclipse is going to happen again today..my, the second time it's occurring in my lifetime..our prophet RASULULLAH SAW said;

إن الشمس والقمر ايتان من ايات الله لا ينكسفان لموت أحد ولا لحيات فإذا رأيتم ذلك فصلوا وادعوا حتى ينكسف ما بكم
meaning:" the sun and the moon are two symbols of might of Allah taala, both their eclipse are not cause by the death of someone and by the life of someone..So then, when you saw the eclipse occurs, perform the salaat and pray(dua') until gone what had befallen you that is the darkness wrath..(hadith from Muslim)

so let's all look into it..and for those who doesn't know how to perform the salaat for this event(includes me) then you can surf these links for detail..

• http://www.lingkudau.net/Siaran/sunat-gerhana.htm
  
• http://ustazazhar.com/v1/lain-lain/solat-sunat-gerhana.html

Aku & Boikot..

Dah lame sangat kempen memboikot barangan yahudi dan amerika dijalankan..tp kadang-kadang aku masih menyinggah ke kedai-kedai makanan segera seperti KFC dan juga MCD..aku nampak masih banyak lagi kaum keluarga Melayu yang masih duduk bergembira di kedai-kedai tersebut..agaknya mereka masih tak nampak lagi berapa besarnya kesan projek boikot ini kepada pengusaha-pengusaha produk makanan segera itu..sebab tulah diorang buat endah tak endah jer pada laungan memboikot ini..
Jadi apa kata aku berkongsi satu fakta, tentang ape yang berlaku disekitar aku sendiri akibat daripada boikot yang dilakukan oleh rakan-rakan kita disekitar kawasan Bangi ini..syarikat pengeluaran makanan segera tersebut saban hari membuang ban-ban yang tidak laku dijual ke kawasan pembuangan sampah di situ..jumlah roti ban yang terpaksa dibuang oleh mereka juga bukanlah sekadar satu atau dua ketul semata-mata malahan beratus-ratus banyaknya..rekod terbaru yang saya perolehi adalah sebanyak 400 lebih roti ban tersebut terpaksa dicurahkan ke tong sampah akibat bilangan pengunjung yang kian berkurangan setelah restoran itu diboikot oleh sebahagian masyarakat yang sedar di sekitar Bangi ini..itu baru cerita sekitar Bangi..di kawasan lain macam mana??
Kalau nak tahu pergilah berkunjung ke kawasan pembuangan sampah berdekatan yang selalu dikunjungi oleh lori syarikat terbabit..kalau keadaan ini masih berlarutan, tak lama lagi mungkin kita tak perlu lagi mengeluarkan wang untuk dibelanja bagi merasai produk makanan tersebut tetapi hanya sekadar menunggu di pintu belakang restoran mereka untuk memperolehi hasil yang tidak laku pada hari itu..makan percuma la kita hari-hari nanti..golongan fakir miskin pun bole merasa makanan yang dikira mewah oleh mereka itu..
Jadi apa yang ditunggu lagi..mari kita sama-sama memboikot..hasilnya bukan setakat ekonomi Israel dan Amerika jatuh, Palestin dapat keadilan malahan kita pun boleh selalu dapat produk yang percuma..lumayan bukan..

A bit humanitarian..For Palestine..

while surfing the www just now searching for some material about the Israeli-Palestine war, I came across a simple poem..it was created by someone by the name of Datong Liu..his poem was created in regard of what is happening in the devastated land of Palestine..and while I was reading this poem of him, suddenly I felt intrigued by the fact that it never occured to me to write any kind of article regarding the injustice which befallen my bretheren there in Palastine..given the ability to think and write various topic, having the gadget which can help voice my thought out to the world, living a safe and quite life in my country, I had abandon the fact that there is other thing which I can do for the Palastine people beside donating spare changes and feeling sympathy for their suffering whenever I came across news about them..I realized how far I had pushed them away from my heart until I felt there is nothing I could do to help them..this is so wrong..I had let myself be damned but I'm not about to let anyone else fall under the cruel grips of my enemies..so I call upon myself, and those who feel they can do a bit more than sharing money and grief to raise up and put your thought and feelings into words..I kow there are already a lot of other people in the whole world doing the exact same thing that I'm starting to do but they are not me nor you.. ask yourself this question, what else can you do??


you don't have to panic run into cover each time you hear a heli's motor roaring by..

Here is the poem which I mentioned earlier..I don't think the author will mind if I shared it with other people so I c&p it to my page..

~Poem For Palastine~

And everywhere I looked I saw pain
Mothers' angry eyes, fathers loosing sanity,
Grandfathers digging for tomorrow
Finding his grandson without a breath,
I hear the cries of babies, mothers, fathers, families, and bombs.
Silent malnutritioned children
Trying to save their breath for tomorrow
Their skin, like spandex covering a defeated skeleton
Eyes wondering without hope, not knowing why
Not even having the notion of thinking of cause and effect
No more tears to cry, just hungry
Peace corps tired and hopeless wondering why there are so many
House that used to shelter the warm love of a family
Shattered like glass against the concrete of democracy
Bridges that once symbolize our connection, broken
A child pulled at my pants and spoke in a foreign tongue "Sa'edni"
And no translation was needed
Eyes blinking tears, I hugged my fellow human being
And my head went to the WMD paid by US tax dollars
And all I could think was "why?"

by Datong Liu

I can't imagine this kind of sight must really felt..

I might never make an impact with this small thing which I'm doing..yet this is what I'll do..all that I can do..as me..